March 2026 Blog

Saturday, 03/07/26 | Mood: Disappointed

I haven't watched SmackDown since The Royal Rumble 2025. WWE has been that awful for that long. Cody Rhodes' win at WM40 and the completion of his story was what brought me back, and that storyline gave me hope that this company would be worth watching once more. But then I get the news that Cody just won the World Title on a random Friday Night SmackDown, instead of at WrestleMania. What was the point? No one in this company knows how to book. Cody has been screwed by creative over and over again, and yet everyone wants to blame him now all of a sudden. This is exhausting. I may not even watch WrestleMania this year.

Saturday, 03/07/26 | Mood: Embarrassed

Sorry about that last post. Sometimes the night muse isn't kind to me. It's been happening a lot more often recently. It won't happen again.

Friday, 03/06/26 | Mood: Late Night

I dread waking up every day with the knowledge that I will sin again. I hate that I do these evil things. I hate myself. I hate that I spit in the eye of Christ every minute of every day with my stupidity, laziness, and self-pitying pride. Don't pity me. Don't feel bad for me. I'm such a wreck. Such a screw up. I'm not worth my own name. Nothing I do is good enough, nothing I do can make up for the evil I've brought into the world.

Christ bled for me, suffered mockery, and thorns, and whips, and cuts, and rips, and spit, and piercing nails, He suffered through betrayal and labour that brought Him to His knees... And how do I repay His everlasting love?

I've done nothing to deserve my home, my loving family, these electronic trinkets, my car, my position, my job, my legs, my eyes, my ears, my hands. I've done nothing but squander every gift I've ever been given. True faithfuls halfway across the world are exploding into millions of fleshy bits and here I am, having another pity party on my Neocities blog. What an wicked creature I have become.

I don't even know why I'm posting this. Pity? Attention? Just shouting into the void. I'm too lazy and prideful to change anyway. There is nothing of value on this site. I don't know why Christ finds me valuable enough to let live. I have nothing but sin to give. Even this post is just more whining. More complaining. More moaning about what an awful person I am, when I do nothing to change it. I am such vermin.

Thursday, 03/06/26 | Mood: Worked Into A Shoot

War isn't cool guys. God bless the 200 Lebanese that lost their lives this week. God have mercy on the ones who pulled the trigger.

Don't talk about the Teletubbies. Systems are being put in place to monitor and track everyone who talks about the land known as Mordor. They will act on this. Everyone please stay safe and stay in the clear. God will know who His friends are.

Gloria libani data est El. If you don't agree with that, I'll throw you down a well.

Tuesday, 03/03/26 | Mood: Procrastinating...

Today's my only day off this week. Busy busy. Good money though, or rather- better money. Not great. But good enough to keep my bills in order. Thank God for this job. Man I hate this job.

I'll work on the site today.

Monday, 03/02/26 | Mood: Overwhelmed

Work's putting on the pressure, I'm basically doing the job of my superior at a part-timer's wage. It sucks. Oh well, at least I will finally get paid appropirately within a couple of months. Doesn't stop my full-time expenses from demanding their pound of flesh.

I almost broke my Lenten fast from video games. Thankfully, there was a true friend of mine that talked me out of it. Thanks, bro. I won't forget that. I didn't realize how heavily I was leaning into escapism just to get through my day-to-day life, I never considered myself as that much of a "gamer" until now. It's rough. I'm under a lot of pressure from a lot of aspects of my life right now.

It's alright. The worst is behind me. I need to be a man of my word. If I could do this one little, tiny, microscopic thing for Christ, then maybe there's hope for me yet.

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